Born as a girl

After being reborn a second time, my life turned out to be much different from what I expected.
At first I thought it would be a second chance at a normal life in my old world again. But it was much better.
I soon realized I was a girl.
Yeah, I am a girl now!

My parents are both women, too.
So I must have been adopted or something?
No, then I would have seen my real parents before, right?
The last time I was reborn, I must also have come to senses directly after birth.
So one of them probably is my real mom now.

And the other one must be her partner.
I wonder why it has to be exactly one partner if they aren't my biological parents, but who cares.

The important thing is, I'm a girl myself now.
There's no need to look for a girl to be my partner in this life. I already am a girl.
I can watch my body all the time. And I can even play with it.
So guess what I've been doing all the time?

Okay, most of the time I had to act as a normal girl being part of this family.
They were pretty strict and demanded a lot of me.
Especially when they realized how smart I am, I had to do all kinds of tasks for them.
It seems like I'm more like a servant to them.

Or probably rather a slave.
I'm not even allowed to leave the house.

And when they didn't need me, they just locked me into my room.

When thinking about it, it's a pretty sad life.
I only serve my parents for a while and then I'm locked into my room for the rest of the day.

Or at least it would have been if I didn't enjoy being a girl so much.
Being locked into my room is the best part of my life now.
Soon I realized they wouldn't enter again for the rest of the day after they locked me into my room in the afternoon.
So after waiting for maybe half an hour I got naked and watched my body.

I love my new girl body. Maybe I was a pedo all the time after all. Or maybe I'm just an autogynophile or whatever this was called.

I just watched myself in the mirror.
Yeah, the room even has a small mirror, just large enough to see my whole body in it.
It's amazing to see my complete girl body in it, especially my cute, hairless vagina.

It's also nice that my skin is much darker than in my first life.
I'm not even close to being black, but it's still an exciting change.
Being a girl is so amazing.

Even in my first life, at least the first I can remember, I liked to fantasize about being a girl.
My age didn't matter. I just wanted to feel cute and helpless.
And what could be cuter and more helpless than a little girl?
But fantasizing about cute teen or adult girls was just as exciting.
Even though children are usually way cuter, older people allow more interesting situations, which make the fantasy feel more real.

Technically my gender didn't even matter either. Sometimes I also liked to imagine being a boy. It was a little more relatable, since that's what I actually have been in my childhood.

And what happened to me in these fantasies changed all the time.
I liked the thought of being forced. But also the thought of being a loving partner.
But something in between, like the idea of being a submissive slave, was just most interesting.

It's not too far from my current situation to be honest.
They don't treat me well. Just good enough that an actual child probably wouldn't have an issue.
But I still show a lot of affection to my mom and her partner. I...
I probably actually love them.

Thinking about what they might do to me one day already made me horny.
I wouldn't tell them directly. It's not like I actually want it. I guess I wouldn't even like it if they did it for real.
But I would still act in a specific way.
Maybe they'll understand and do it to me.
I'll probably hate what they'll do to me, but the thought of it, especially because it seems likely to become reality, just makes me so horny.

When thinking about things like this, I had to rub my vagina. It was a strange feeling at first, but even though it felt different than when I was a boy, I just kept rubbing it. It didn't seem like I was really getting anywhere, but it still felt comfortable.
My fantasies made me horny at least.

But my parents didn't do anything kinky to me.
And I doubt they will.

But I always considered getting kinky with other girls.
Of course the two women weren't alone at home all the time.
Occassionally we had visitors.
All of them were female, though.
And some of the women also brought their daughters with them.

I like being around cute girls so much.
It's less suspicious when being a girl myself.
I could just cuddle with them without implying anything sexual.
Sometimes I even kissed them and it just seemed normal.

Most of the time I had to take the girls in my room, so we didn't bother the women.
And since the adults usually wanted to be alone, that was my chance to actually get close to them.

It wasn't actual sex, but some of the girls would just get naked in front of me.
Then I liked to massage them. I massaged their whole bodies. Sometimes I also used my tongue. I wonder if they noticed. They didn't dare to complain.
I especially like massaging their feet.

Sometimes I even touched them at their vagina. Nothing serious, just some child play. Often they weren't even naked when I did that.
Only when they were comfortable with such stuff, I also licked them down there and put my finger inside.
And sometimes they did some similar things to me.

I'm not sure if I went too far, but the adults never found out.
At least I never god scolded for it.

So yeah, I guess I already got kinky with girls.
And it's always the same five to ten girls.
I probably have a more intimate relationship with each of these girls than I ever had with any one person.

I just wonder why I've never seen a single boy.
I think I would have liked that.
I would like to be fucked by a real boy for once.

But the only visitors are female.
I'm still not sure what's the reason.
It's probably just that my parents don't like men at all.
Or it's forbidden for men to visit women in this society.
But maybe this society doesn't even have men.
Maybe men died out altogether, and they reproduce in some other ways now.

Or some of the women and girls I've seen might actually be men. But I've never seen a girl with a penis.
So it's pretty unlikely that I live in some kind of futa society.
Even if I haven't seen the vagina of all these girls, I think I've seen enough to tell, they don't have a penis at least.

Sometimes I wish I could just fuck a girl like me as my former self.
I probably wouldn't like to be fucked by such a man.
But since I'm the girl, I would be willing to pay that small price.
The man will love it.
And I would feel proud for pleasing him.

But this life is already great. Even if I don't get a man, I'd be happy with this life.
Just being a girl is amazing, and being with girls is even better.
So if I had the choice, I'm not sure if I'd try to get a guy.